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This is just great... -.-''' I haven't got much sleep for the past few fucking days due to bad insommia etc. Last night was totally a bitch. Vin gor gor advised me to sleep because I needed rest, so I agreed. As I lay in bed, with my eyes closed drifting off to dreamland, then suddenly there was a big boom from upstairs and I jumped awake~ I swear that the bed shook as well due to impact. It's like WTF? It's like 1am in the morning, and wtf is people doing upstairs rather then sleeping? I tried my best to get back to sleep but to no prevail. Another ruin sleep with some idiotic reasons.-.-'''Ok enough ranting about last night... X.X On happier thoughts, I had a great sunday out with XiXi Aiaix3>, We went for movie out at Causeway Point, together with WZ and JY. They were all great companions and superb friends~^^ We watch which was at 3pm, at a Cathay Cineplex~ The movie was generally hilarous, but I'm not cut out for the romance type anymore. Then we had a meal at Yoshinoya when we sat and eat and chit-chat at the same time. I did enjoyed disturbing Yang and maybe WZ even, since their reactions were quite funny. =) Then soon we had to part due to mom calling up to nag at me to go Grandma's place already. At granny's place, was chicken rice with seafood... O.o Weird combination~ I catched up on episode 177 of Katekyo Hitman Reborn, and I damn excited about the next episode and the next chapter of the same manga as well.Tonight my plans are to go bossing with friends again with WZ and his team, party quest as well.That's all for now. Ciao Ciao~
I know its weird but its out of a sudden, I've decided to go back to blogging~ Well, maybe its a good place to rant at or even criticise certain things that displeases me without getting too much public attention. Facebook is not a really good place to rant, since there are many people who simply just can't keep their big mouth shut about certain thing such as, PRIVACY! Then thesre people will go round spreading all my rants to certain someones who would then lash out at me at the very first chance on being alone with me. -.-'''No.1 : I just detest people that are nagging at me about what I should do this or that against my wishes since I've no wish to be interested in things nowadays. (-Hint: people that I come into contact everyday...-.-''')No.2: To people who had asked me, what are my goals, or what direction am I headed in life; My answer would be, its a day at a time, there's no point planning ahead since, its clear that I've no Goal/Dreams/Interest to pursue in life. Don't ask me why but to put it in short, I've given up everything in this lifetime, so I'm just simply gonna take things along my will, that's all. No.3: Yea, I've taken a great interest in Japanese anime/manga for quite sometime already~ Looking forward to expand my range of anime/manga titles as the years go by, depending how long I'll survive.People will ask why I won't post any of my original pictures except for virtual ones in my blog, well, that would be I simply I don't like it and in my opinion, will tarnish the blog's peaceful order. So stop whining to me about it. Recently, there are things that brought to my attention is that, be at your guard at all times, cause you'll never know what's gonna happen to you. I've learnt that not to simply trust a person so easily, not even your blood relatives or kin. Nothing is certain, so I've got to becareful of who I'll mix with. Yup, I'm done with my words for now, will blog again when the feeling is back. Ja na~
Well, short post for My new speedtest siggy, it shows how lag my internet connection is. Simply Cannot make it! F5 How to train my character in MapleSEA, My 2x exp is wasted... Sad...
Dear all, I know that it is almost 2 months since I have updated my blog. My thoughts for today is, I want to die and not to live. I do not have any will to live anymore. Can anyone kill me? Actually my favorite way of dying is Die in my sleep, so I do hope that, I will die in my sleep. Please, let me die in sleep and stay in a Dreamland, a world free of pain.
Yesterday, I naughty plox, Too miss my dearest, so call him to meet up. Then, as a No.1 Baka, I dunno why in the world did I suggest to ask him to meet me at Orchard, when we are suppose to go CCK... See, that's why I say, I really CMI (Cannot Make It) de. Then My poor Dearest Mush go take Taxi all the way to CCK, just to be on time to meet me and not make me wait... Sobs... I am a lousy GF to him. Then went to My Dearest Ying Ting's House. After a long time, she never have a chance to talk and to meet which is all my fault. =x My ke lian de Dear at her house like very uncomfortable, Sorries dearest.. F4 Around 7pm, My Nightwalk home with him was definitely a treat. I would never forget that walk home together. Somehow, it wasn't as lonely and scaring as it used to be. He was very loving and gave me an ungoing sense of comfort, love and security as well. We would stop along ways to appreciate Nature as well as to spend time with ourselves. We could just stand there hugging each other and hear each other's heart beat. It's a wonderful feeling. We chat alot as well, about our future together, aspirations and so on. We came at this place, where there's a tall lamppost, that attracts many flies flying around. Both of us stop to admire the scene. Its wonderful, I imagine myself looking at fireflies, though they are not. :p Then continue to walk home, I was also very careless and clumsy luhhs, almost fell down into a hole... -.-''' Then embarrassed myself against him... Zzz... Now can agreed that I sucks already? So to sum up about me, I really sucks. We part near my house where he says he wishes to take a taxi home. On one hand, I feel that Taxi is taxing on his budget, because its really expensive for a trip from my place at the west all the way to the east at Tampinese. But, the stronger thought was that, "Come on Jamie, this is really damn selfish of you. He accompanied you the whole day just after school. So he deserve a comfortable trip home to rest. He took care of you and even send euu home. So what's this?" In the end, I agree with him taking a taxi home luhhs, I wish I can pay for his trip..F4 Thanks to my wonderful Dear, for being with when I needed him most. x3Carlton Dear. Then reach home, went to shower after that, I decided to skip dinner. Since I drank bubble tea, guess that spoils my appetite for dinner. =x Then decided to do a bit of studying here and there and going to maple to meet up with friends and others. Need to really apologize to My Kerrin Mei for forgetting to Buy Acash for her and also to reply to Farhan Darling's sms...T.T Then was with Hubby again...F3 Went Papu with him twice using Mama's Bishop, died at the 2 round, at B2, 95%... Due to lagness...-.-''' Then, went to take a nap after that while dear went zaking wif PinkySin's Squad, dear died at B3..T.T No main exp lurrhs...F4 Then JvasAngel Dajie was looking for me. After a long chat, we sort out everything and became Jiemei...F3 Thanks to her, she really nice and Magnanimous, really thank her for it. Then later Car7 came to Joke..F3 Another Maple Joker, second Faddy Daddy and Daniel... F3 Then its me and dear alone together at last. We at FM slack together and chat. Dear so Rou ma worx...F3 Then we from 3am chat till 5 plus. Then finally can go dreamland find him..F3, We married tgt =) Well in conclusion, I love LaoGong Carltonx3 and miss all my friends =) Xiaowei Aiai, I am worried for euu too. =x Please dun be sad.. I sayangx3 Okies, Signing off lerrhs, counting down the days to meet Laogong on Friday. x3
I think that I have fallen in love with him, I see in him, as an honest and kind - hearted a guy. He may not be a hunk, but he is good looking enough for me admire. But, after evaluating myself, I can conclude that I don't deserve him at all. My character may hurt him in the end. I will just standby him and x33 in secret. I think its the second time I have feelings for a guy. To me, my standard to have a married partner is high. May be unreasonable too. I don't want him to gamble, or lead a dishonest life. I don't mind being a submissive wife to him, if he has fulfill all my quotas as a guy I desire. So long he do not break the law, get into trouble of any sorts, I think euu are a great person.
I don't if you look ugly, not rich etc. I WOULD RATHER MARRY THE UGLIEST AND A LOW INTELLECT OR POOREST PERSON THE WHOLE WORLD, so long he's kind at heart and understanding a person. I don't mind giving my life up to marry a handicap and take care of him. But, this dearest person is in perfect health, he fullfil everything I desired for, But I don't deserve him, given my bad temperament and character. to sum up, HE'S TOO GOOD FOR ME. x33
Dear All, This is the third day that I am sick. -.-''' My fever's that high till the antibiotics don't work. On Penicillin as well. Have to be on Ventolin too...-.- I hate having flus, it makes me so frustrated. F4, To all my friends, yes, I MISS YOU ALL LOTS TOO. =)
