x33 Him, My Love of my Life.

I think that I have fallen in love with him, I see in him, as an honest and kind - hearted a guy. He may not be a hunk, but he is good looking enough for me admire. But, after evaluating myself, I can conclude that I don't deserve him at all. My character may hurt him in the end. I will just standby him and x33 in secret. I think its the second time I have feelings for a guy. To me, my standard to have a married partner is high. May be unreasonable too. I don't want him to gamble, or lead a dishonest life. I don't mind being a submissive wife to him, if he has fulfill all my quotas as a guy I desire. So long he do not break the law, get into trouble of any sorts, I think euu are a great person.
I don't if you look ugly, not rich etc. I WOULD RATHER MARRY THE UGLIEST AND A LOW INTELLECT OR POOREST PERSON THE WHOLE WORLD, so long he's kind at heart and understanding a person. I don't mind giving my life up to marry a handicap and take care of him. But, this dearest person is in perfect health, he fullfil everything I desired for, But I don't deserve him, given my bad temperament and character. to sum up, HE'S TOO GOOD FOR ME. x33

Sick.. :'(

Dear All, This is the third day that I am sick. -.-''' My fever's that high till the antibiotics don't work. On Penicillin as well. Have to be on Ventolin too...-.- I hate having flus, it makes me so frustrated. F4, To all my friends, yes, I MISS YOU ALL LOTS TOO. =)